On nights like this, I feel so alone and wanting to find someone special and to call the love of my life. I DO have some amazing friends, but it doesn’t help any thing or make me feel any better when I’ve had the worst possible day possible. I just wish that I can have someone there to listen to me, tell me that everything will be alright and hold me until I fall asleep. Hopefully one day, one day soon, I can have that in my life!